<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731</id><updated>2011-09-18T17:52:19.277-04:00</updated><category term='childhood'/><category term='Transgender rights'/><category term='halliburton'/><category term='nostalgia'/><category term='survivors'/><category term='addiction'/><category term='Vanity Fair Magazine'/><category term='tools'/><category term='news'/><category term='movies'/><category term='books'/><category term='stuff'/><category term='thanksgiving'/><category term='abortion'/><category term='mineral makeup'/><category term='art'/><category term='human rights'/><category term='kittens'/><category term='hair'/><category term='horror'/><category term='Health care reform'/><category term='local farmers'/><category term='aromaleigh'/><category term='animal shelters'/><category term='action'/><category term='Privilege'/><category term='spam'/><category term='thoughts'/><category term='family'/><category term='iraq'/><category term='pop culture'/><category term='frustration'/><category term='the week in review'/><category term='science fiction'/><category term='LGBT'/><category term='social good'/><category term='sensitive skin'/><category term='Doctor Who'/><category term='flash-fiction'/><category term='drama'/><category term='feminism'/><category term='richmond high school'/><category term='oppression'/><category term='sparklepires'/><category term='commerce'/><category term='cats'/><category term='gratitude'/><category term='Women&apos;s rights'/><category term='global'/><category term='blogger annoys me'/><category term='opinion'/><category term='holidays'/><category term='conversation'/><category term='color'/><category term='pain'/><category term='power'/><category term='white noise'/><category term='creative process'/><category term='NHS'/><category term='insanity'/><category term='random acts of kindness'/><category term='race'/><category term='love'/><category term='G20'/><category term='poverty'/><category term='elitists'/><category term='poem'/><category term='ben roethlisberger'/><category term='hurt'/><category term='lists'/><category term='change'/><category term='christmas'/><category term='censorship'/><category term='protests'/><category term='this has been an update'/><category term='Tom Shone'/><category term='Politics'/><category term='creativity'/><category term='NaNoWriMo'/><category term='apocalypse'/><category term='internet culture'/><category term='deadlines'/><category term='twilight'/><category term='spirit'/><category term='find me on the internet'/><category term='Lies'/><category term='playlists'/><category term='happiness'/><category term='empathy'/><category term='BouncyMouse(TM)'/><category term='focus'/><category term='budget'/><category term='personal'/><category term='perspective'/><category term='rape'/><category term='culture'/><category term='journeys'/><category term='Neil Gaiman'/><category term='vampires'/><category term='experience'/><category term='2010'/><category term='music'/><category term='artists'/><category term='hellmart'/><category term='pittsburgh'/><category term='compassion'/><category term='life'/><category term='friendship'/><category term='sight'/><category term='twitter'/><category term='anarchy'/><category term='entertainment'/><category term='poetry'/><category term='humanity'/><category term='writing'/><category term='Dracula'/><title type='text'>The Carnival Of The Random</title><subtitle type='html'>Welcome to my journal of: Pop culture, Politics, Poetry and the utterly random things that fall out of my head.
This is the Official Motto: Be More Awesome, Curb The Suckage.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>47</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4429682366746744460</id><published>2011-09-18T17:52:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-09-18T17:52:19.323-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='this has been an update'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='find me on the internet'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='blogger annoys me'/><title type='text'>The whereabouts of The Carnival of the Random</title><summary type='text'>Can be found at Wordpress.com, Tumblr.com and of course, Twitter.com</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4429682366746744460/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2011/09/whereabouts-of-carnival-of-random.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4429682366746744460'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4429682366746744460'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2011/09/whereabouts-of-carnival-of-random.html' title='The whereabouts of The Carnival of the Random'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-5398946168642764635</id><published>2010-07-28T18:30:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2010-07-28T20:37:10.541-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Vanity Fair Magazine'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Tom Shone'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='internet culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='elitists'/><title type='text'>It seems Vanity Fair Magazine has issues with the internet</title><summary type='text'>I was furious at the patronizing, misogynistic tone in this article about successful female social media users. "Tweethearts," and other twee language being used to diminish women and objectify them does not make me giggle. However, @geekgirldiva covered it way better than I did, here.  This morning, I was treated to this, before I had my first cup of coffee. Really? We're serious about this </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/5398946168642764635/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2010/07/it-seems-vanity-fair-magazine-has.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5398946168642764635'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5398946168642764635'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2010/07/it-seems-vanity-fair-magazine-has.html' title='It seems Vanity Fair Magazine has issues with the internet'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8166759312932168959</id><published>2010-01-19T00:37:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-01-19T00:37:10.320-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='2010'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='change'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='stuff'/><title type='text'>Things are happening and it's all kind of weird</title><summary type='text'>Happy new year-ish.
This is essentially a drive-by post, because there are a lot of VERY COMPLICATED things going on right now, that I can't talk about in public.
The ultimate outcome is likely to be good. The walking-across-hot-coals period, may be lengthy.
Good things are: I've got an awful lot of love in my life.
Kind of chronic things I can live w/o: Pain of varying degrees and sources.
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8166759312932168959/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2010/01/things-are-happening-and-its-all-kind.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8166759312932168959'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8166759312932168959'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2010/01/things-are-happening-and-its-all-kind.html' title='Things are happening and it&apos;s all kind of weird'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7907391209346653396</id><published>2009-12-28T01:13:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-28T01:13:29.228-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spam'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='twitter'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='conversation'/><title type='text'>Spamalot, aka tweet me for realz or FUCK OFF</title><summary type='text'>I'm following A LOT of people on twitter. Like, almost 400. (BTW: next time you're whinging because a celeb, etc., hasn't replied to you - STFU. Do you have any idea what their feeds look like? n00b.)
A lot of people are following me. (I'm not entirely sure why, but I'm very grateful.)
I get cycles of spam. I get cycles of LURKERS.
Look, if you're marketing - you fail. Completely. If you like me </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7907391209346653396/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/spamalot-aka-tweet-me-for-realz-or-fuck.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7907391209346653396'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7907391209346653396'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/spamalot-aka-tweet-me-for-realz-or-fuck.html' title='Spamalot, aka tweet me for realz or FUCK OFF'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7990126376185185057</id><published>2009-12-27T00:09:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-27T00:09:29.424-05:00</updated><title type='text'>A Voice From The Apocalypse (excerpt from WIP, "Not With A Bang..."</title><summary type='text'>
2058  -Andrews, S. N., Maj. Gen. RAMC

It began on a Wednesday. A series of tsunamis that struck cities that were only unexpected in the sense that we blinded ourselves to the eventuality.
It took three years. We know that the first indicators came decades before the fact, and we still haven't figured out how to solve it.  It seems the Earth did. The floods and droughts, the epidemics and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7990126376185185057/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/voice-from-apocalypse-excerpt-from-wip.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7990126376185185057'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7990126376185185057'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/voice-from-apocalypse-excerpt-from-wip.html' title='A Voice From The Apocalypse (excerpt from WIP, &quot;Not With A Bang...&quot;'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4304857868426887745</id><published>2009-12-26T22:58:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-26T22:58:36.903-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Honest Scrap Blogger Award...HELP ME</title><summary type='text'>So, you can see my nomination for this, here. I'm at a loss for a couple of reasons. 1. I'm not sure I can think of ten things that no one knows about me. No, really. When I say I'm an open book, I mean it. Sooo... here goes:
1. I love brussels sprouts and liver. I really do. I hated both as a child, and now I love them. My mother loathes sprouts, but I'm making them for xmas dinner anyway.
2. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4304857868426887745/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/honest-scrap-blogger-awardhelp-me.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4304857868426887745'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4304857868426887745'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/honest-scrap-blogger-awardhelp-me.html' title='The Honest Scrap Blogger Award...HELP ME'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-476024965287492102</id><published>2009-12-18T01:35:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-18T01:52:44.046-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='compassion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poverty'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='empathy'/><title type='text'>Why does poverty so offend those that are not poor?</title><summary type='text'>I have a theory, which I'll discuss later. Anyone who has read a sampling of my posts, knows that I'm not ashamed of being poor. It's a fact, being ashamed of it won't change it. I manage, I wobble, I falter, I pick myself up and dust myself off. I save and scrimp and feel guilty when I spend $20 on a night at a college bar (that's $20 including food, beer and tip.) I make choices. I buy a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/476024965287492102/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/why-does-poverty-so-offend-those-that.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/476024965287492102'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/476024965287492102'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/why-does-poverty-so-offend-those-that.html' title='Why does poverty so offend those that are not poor?'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3612415119695553147</id><published>2009-12-06T12:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-06T12:22:35.072-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='power'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Privilege'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='human rights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='LGBT'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='race'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='oppression'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='feminism'/><title type='text'>Privilege?</title><summary type='text'>It's something that's come up recently, this notion of privilege.
Am I guilty of it? Am I privileged at all?
The answers are: sort of, and definitely.

I'm white. I'm fairly educated, (or at least self-educated,) I'm (mostly,) cis-gendered.

I keep coming back to thoughts of my own naivete.
I don't see the world the way I'm supposed to.
That, in and of itself, is a privilege.

I was raised to see</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3612415119695553147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/privilege.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3612415119695553147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3612415119695553147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/12/privilege.html' title='Privilege?'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7540551125213721226</id><published>2009-11-26T16:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-26T16:57:58.466-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='childhood'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='happiness'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thanksgiving'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='christmas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holidays'/><title type='text'>Thanksgiving is the gateway holiday</title><summary type='text'>Holidays were always bittersweet. I have memories of about 2 Christmases with both my parents. After they split up, my dad wasn't around much. Ever. The last actual Christmas I remember seeing my father, I was 9. I was in the hospital at the time.

I grew up poor, but not impoverished. I was always encouraged to use my imagination, to play. Many of the Christmas or birthday presents I received </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7540551125213721226/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/thanksgiving-is-gateway-holiday.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7540551125213721226'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7540551125213721226'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/thanksgiving-is-gateway-holiday.html' title='Thanksgiving is the gateway holiday'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8020660904129783718</id><published>2009-11-24T21:44:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-24T21:48:54.939-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thanksgiving'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='gratitude'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='life'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><title type='text'>Thanksgiving</title><summary type='text'>What am I thankful for?

This is a question that we often forget to ask. Too much is happening day to day, the world spins forward at an ever increasing rate.
It's been a difficult year. For most of us, economically, we're not doing as well as we'd expected. A lot of people are unemployed. The numbers are way higher than most people would like us to believe. It's nearing 20% unemployed. People </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8020660904129783718/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/thanksgiving.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8020660904129783718'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8020660904129783718'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/thanksgiving.html' title='Thanksgiving'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7646047506022912541</id><published>2009-11-16T00:20:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-16T00:20:37.341-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sparklepires'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='cats'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='apocalypse'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hellmart'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='BouncyMouse(TM)'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='playlists'/><title type='text'>Let the apocalypsing commence...wow, that was quick. Also, the hilarious adventures of the BouncyMouse(tm) and how a sparklepire got me through hellmart with my sanity intact. Ish.</title><summary type='text'>Today was to be the day of apocalypse. In my novel, yo. So, um...it turns out that at least in this draft, without you know, incredibly detailed end-of-the-world-porn and statistics and whatnot, the apocalypse takes about 500 words from a 2nd tier character. (Oh, did I mention I now loathe my leads? The shiny-happy-lovers-who-will-suffer, writing them is so alien. They're, y'know - normal.)

So, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7646047506022912541/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/let-apocalypsing-commencewow-that-was.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7646047506022912541'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7646047506022912541'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/let-apocalypsing-commencewow-that-was.html' title='Let the apocalypsing commence...wow, that was quick. Also, the hilarious adventures of the BouncyMouse(tm) and how a sparklepire got me through hellmart with my sanity intact. Ish.'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3811312095879638102</id><published>2009-11-14T19:32:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-14T20:00:53.025-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Neil Gaiman'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='happiness'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='life'/><title type='text'>The inordinate number of things that make me spectacularly happy in very small ways</title><summary type='text'>I don't really talk about them much, I realize that. There are so many wondrous things in the world, that very often get drowned out by the horrifying injustices. As I've been ill recently, these have been invaluable. There's something profoundly wonderful about a cough drop that not only makes the scratchy, icky sore throat go away, but are chocolate. I talk for a living, trust me, they are a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3811312095879638102/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/inordinate-number-of-things-that-make.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3811312095879638102'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3811312095879638102'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/inordinate-number-of-things-that-make.html' title='The inordinate number of things that make me spectacularly happy in very small ways'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8490904043151586631</id><published>2009-11-09T02:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-09T02:22:49.425-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='life'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the week in review'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lists'/><title type='text'>A short recap: first week of NaNoWriMo, political upheaval</title><summary type='text'>1. I'm terribly behind on word count.
2. I'm actually getting a sense of inhabiting the world I'm writing, so hopefully, the word count will improve.
3. I'm incontrovertibly naive about human rights. I'm better off, if not happier that way. The human race can be terribly disappointing in its intolerance.
4. Politics is bullshit. Correction, politicians and the acts of politics are bullshit. None </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8490904043151586631/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/short-recap-first-week-of-nanowrimo.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8490904043151586631'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8490904043151586631'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/short-recap-first-week-of-nanowrimo.html' title='A short recap: first week of NaNoWriMo, political upheaval'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-1115149525982477140</id><published>2009-11-07T23:24:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-07T23:25:20.402-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Transgender rights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Health care reform'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Women&apos;s rights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='abortion'/><title type='text'>Health Care Reform - Exclusions and Compromise</title><summary type='text'>To begin, I don't know all of the details of the current bill. As we're waiting on the House vote, two things seem clear: We're not getting anything close to what, "We the People," need, and the politicization of our identities/bodies, marches on.

The Stupak amendment seems to have passed. This seems to prevent any insurer from covering abortion services.
There is also, (not sure of amendment </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/1115149525982477140/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/health-care-reform-exclusions-and.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/1115149525982477140'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/1115149525982477140'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/health-care-reform-exclusions-and.html' title='Health Care Reform - Exclusions and Compromise'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-5442285778944322510</id><published>2009-11-07T00:37:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-07T00:37:16.623-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='white noise'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='focus'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creative process'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><title type='text'>Shaking the tree: Bad juju and focusing the lens</title><summary type='text'>There is a plethora of information coming at us, 24/7/365 if we let it. It becomes a wall of noise, a tidal wave of data ready to capsize the ramshackle rafts artist sail. We're on an endless journey to find an island of stillness in this raging sea. It's harder than it seems. We're not trained in it, most of us. In fact, we're trained to the opposite.
Lately, it seems as if there is so much </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/5442285778944322510/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/shaking-tree-bad-juju-and-focusing-lens.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5442285778944322510'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5442285778944322510'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/shaking-tree-bad-juju-and-focusing-lens.html' title='Shaking the tree: Bad juju and focusing the lens'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2794783560694765743</id><published>2009-11-06T00:15:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-06T00:15:32.644-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='aromaleigh'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sensitive skin'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mineral makeup'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='budget'/><title type='text'>Random pretty things: Aromaleigh Mineral Makeup</title><summary type='text'>For anyone scratching their heads over the topic... um... It's the Carnival of the RANDOM. This includes my occasional forays into deeply girlie things. 
I confess: I'm a mineral makeup addict. I have been since discovering Bare Escentuals on QVC in 2003. I have problem skin. It's incredibly sensitive, yet oily-acne prone. When in doubt, my skin will break out rather than hive. 
I'm also a very, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2794783560694765743/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/random-pretty-things-aromaleigh-mineral.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2794783560694765743'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2794783560694765743'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/random-pretty-things-aromaleigh-mineral.html' title='Random pretty things: Aromaleigh Mineral Makeup'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4956715530357143911</id><published>2009-11-03T22:48:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-03T22:48:26.577-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='NaNoWriMo'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><title type='text'>NaNoWriMo: Day 3</title><summary type='text'>I don't have that feeling of, "YES," yet. At least not for all of it. I'm almost 4k words in and it feels a little like rollerskating on marbles. I feel awkward with dialogue and I'm still getting a sense for my characters. I'm being introduced to peripheral characters pretty quickly. I'm not sure who's important yet and who's not. I'm pretty sure that 2/3 of them are gonna end up dead by the end</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4956715530357143911/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/nanowrimo-day-3.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4956715530357143911'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4956715530357143911'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/nanowrimo-day-3.html' title='NaNoWriMo: Day 3'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2486863250755221876</id><published>2009-11-02T17:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-02T17:57:21.984-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='friendship'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hurt'/><title type='text'>A cleansing breath</title><summary type='text'>No one gets along perfectly 24/7/365. No one. We get on each others' nerves, we've all got little ticks and habits and compulsions that drive other people crazy. What keeps us from killing each other or living lives of hermetic isolation? The need for other people, the recognition that we ourselves are flawed beings and maybe love.

No one can hurt us the way the people we're closest to, can. We </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2486863250755221876/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/cleansing-breath.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2486863250755221876'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2486863250755221876'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/cleansing-breath.html' title='A cleansing breath'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7403290164137017584</id><published>2009-11-01T21:44:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-01T21:44:53.130-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='tools'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='NaNoWriMo'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='deadlines'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><title type='text'>Out of the starting gate: NaNoWriMo '09</title><summary type='text'> Today is the first day of my first NaNoWriMo, (National Novel Writing Month. No, I didn't know about it either.) I'm pretty sure I babbled my way through a prologue of 1774 words, (after losing 600 words when I did something silly here.)  At least, through the graces of Paperclippe,  I found the awesome yWriter software. It's free and has lots of very useful tools that I will write more about </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7403290164137017584/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/out-of-starting-gate-nanowrimo-09.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7403290164137017584'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7403290164137017584'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/11/out-of-starting-gate-nanowrimo-09.html' title='Out of the starting gate: NaNoWriMo &apos;09'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8243411822389394704</id><published>2009-10-31T23:30:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-31T23:30:47.106-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poem'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poetry'/><title type='text'>I begin to think - poem</title><summary type='text'>Scattered words no more than usual
no less
than stinging
on a screen
no more duck's back water-roll today
today
I begin to think
I begin to think that these words are enough
I begin to think that I have words
Of my own
I begin to think
I'm worth the consideration
Of recognition

you
would rather be right than happy
you
would rather win
than say I'm sorry
you
would rather be here
than
more
I begin</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8243411822389394704/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-begin-to-think-poem.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8243411822389394704'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8243411822389394704'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-begin-to-think-poem.html' title='I begin to think - poem'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4583961486075949640</id><published>2009-10-27T22:34:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-28T02:09:13.666-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='ben roethlisberger'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='halliburton'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='news'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='survivors'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='richmond high school'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='iraq'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='rape'/><title type='text'>Why yes, m*****rf****rs, I WILL play the rape survivor card.</title><summary type='text'>Update: @ButMadNNW brought the Kitty Genovese case and this article by @MarkTyrrell to my attention.
This relates directly to the Richmond High School case. (See Below.)

There are about...four things that have happened in the last four months to make my gang-rape survivor radar, start blipping like the motherfucking Kraken is rising from the motherfucking deeps. (Cover your ears, children. The </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4583961486075949640/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/why-yes-mrfrs-i-will-play-rape-survivor.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4583961486075949640'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4583961486075949640'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/why-yes-mrfrs-i-will-play-rape-survivor.html' title='Why yes, m*****rf****rs, I WILL play the rape survivor card.'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-5820455001728230283</id><published>2009-10-25T00:20:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-25T00:20:23.203-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='NaNoWriMo'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kittens'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='animal shelters'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><title type='text'>NaNoWriMo prep, playlists and KITTENS!</title><summary type='text'>If I could draw, I'd storyboard my novel rather than outline. The fundamentals of my writing process have always been a little bit of voodoo. I see a word, and it unlocks a door filled with images and sounds, tastes and smells. It's a little spooky at times, but it works. At least, it works with poetry. So far, the outlining is going ok. I've got a fair amount of the structure laid out, I've got </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/5820455001728230283/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/nanowrimo-prep-playlists-and-kittens.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5820455001728230283'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5820455001728230283'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/nanowrimo-prep-playlists-and-kittens.html' title='NaNoWriMo prep, playlists and KITTENS!'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4175260092501152055</id><published>2009-10-22T22:49:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-22T22:49:25.859-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spirit'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creativity'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='NaNoWriMo'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='writing'/><title type='text'>Shaking the tree of the spirit: Acts of creation</title><summary type='text'>Note: I recommend reading the previous post, and particularly clicking through the links and watching the video you'll find. (The second half, equally powerful is here.)
What do I want to say? Everything. I want to scrawl in abstracted, emotional hieroglyphs on the walls. I want to scream from the roof and show the world my battered and bloodied self and say, "I'm still here. I will not be as </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4175260092501152055/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/shaking-tree-of-spirit-acts-of-creation.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4175260092501152055'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4175260092501152055'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/shaking-tree-of-spirit-acts-of-creation.html' title='Shaking the tree of the spirit: Acts of creation'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-6915963307182809088</id><published>2009-10-20T00:12:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-20T00:12:54.156-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='opinion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='art'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='artists'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poetry'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='journeys'/><title type='text'>Shaking the emotional tree: Art and experience</title><summary type='text'>From time to time, I will expound on certain thoughts I have about being an artist. You can see earlier thoughts, here and here. I ask a lot of questions, I'm pensive and analytical.The rickety audio of my observations and experiences is here, Lives on Display and Beauty were my commentary after 2 seasons of slam poetry contrasted with a more academic point of view. The original poetry/blog </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/6915963307182809088/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/shaking-emotional-tree-art-and.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6915963307182809088'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6915963307182809088'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/shaking-emotional-tree-art-and.html' title='Shaking the emotional tree: Art and experience'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-976997941829594294</id><published>2009-10-19T18:53:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-19T19:05:06.671-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dracula'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='vampires'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='twilight'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='movies'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pop culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='books'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='horror'/><title type='text'>Random Geekery:Horror, Twilight, vampire overkill and Why I defend the sparklepire</title><summary type='text'>Sooo... Yeah. I like Twilight. The movie. I've read the book. That's a separate issue, which I will address.

I've been into vampires since 1979, when I was 6. Why? Frank Langella, because well: OMG, HAWT. Now, I should mention that horror is practically a part of my DNA. My mom is a horror fangirl, old school. We're talking Hitchcock, James Whale, SERIOUS Vincent Price/Hammer horror kinda stuff.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/976997941829594294/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/random-geekeryhorror-twilight-vampire.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/976997941829594294'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/976997941829594294'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/random-geekeryhorror-twilight-vampire.html' title='Random Geekery:Horror, Twilight, vampire overkill and Why I defend the sparklepire'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3854741038004691559</id><published>2009-10-11T12:21:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-11T12:26:24.454-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='social good'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='frustration'/><title type='text'>Dear President Obama</title><summary type='text'>Dear Mr. President,
                               I think you're trying to do what is best, what is right, what will make the United States a better country both for its citizens and as part of the global community. Here's the thing: your job can't be about putting out one fire at a time, be it the economy or wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. I'm not naive enough to think that's how you're thinking,</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3854741038004691559/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/dear-president-obama.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3854741038004691559'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3854741038004691559'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/dear-president-obama.html' title='Dear President Obama'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3120924488916750512</id><published>2009-10-10T20:39:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-10T20:39:59.679-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='action'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='global'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poverty'/><title type='text'>Relative poverty and realistic expectations</title><summary type='text'>I'll begin with this: There are more than a billion people on this planet living on $1 a day or less. (Roughly the equivalent of .86PS) This is reality. In developing countries, roughly every 3 seconds, absolute, extreme poverty kills someone. Mostly children. Almost 30 thousand a day. These are big, mind-numbing, coma-inducing numbers. It's too big to get the mind around. It's nearly ten times </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3120924488916750512/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/relative-poverty-and-realistic.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3120924488916750512'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3120924488916750512'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/10/relative-poverty-and-realistic.html' title='Relative poverty and realistic expectations'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8635057201227810535</id><published>2009-09-26T19:51:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-26T19:51:12.143-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='flash-fiction'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='drama'/><title type='text'>still life (flash fiction)</title><summary type='text'>He watches the girl behind the bar with something approaching awe. The compact motion of her hands in the sink. Lift glass, swirl sponge-on-stick, rinse, place on towel to dry, over and over without a single motion wasted. The bartender pulls another Guinness and sets it on a napkin in front of him. He wishes for a cigarette. No smoking in bars seems like the act of a sadist. It's 3 o'clock in </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8635057201227810535/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/still-life-flash-fiction.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8635057201227810535'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8635057201227810535'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/still-life-flash-fiction.html' title='still life (flash fiction)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-893350760792052640</id><published>2009-09-25T20:46:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-25T20:46:51.647-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='poetry'/><title type='text'>fever in the blood, parts 1 &amp; 2 (poem)</title><summary type='text'>Part One (illness) 
skin feels dry and tight
like something becoming leather
in desert scorching heat
mouth unquenched
despite swallowing an oceans' worth
eyes burn with an unnameable fire
as if
the eyes of a witch
at the stake
the wicked bacilli in the blood
at war with the white knights
A crusader's errand
to stamp out
the pillaging of my body

Part two
Mouth becomes arid while palms sweat
skin</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/893350760792052640/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/fever-in-blood-parts-1-2-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/893350760792052640'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/893350760792052640'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/fever-in-blood-parts-1-2-poem.html' title='fever in the blood, parts 1 &amp; 2 (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-6458047376288432824</id><published>2009-09-25T19:30:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-25T19:30:45.754-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='opinion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='protests'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='anarchy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pittsburgh'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='G20'/><title type='text'>G20: What's it good for? Absolutely nothing.</title><summary type='text'>A summit that should last a week, lasted less than 48 hours. Somehow, this seems wrong. A global economic summit with 20 of the world's leaders and the one big piece of news is Iran has a weapons-grade nuclear production facility? Again, this seems wrong. I missed the fireworks except as a voyeuristic witness from a distance. Twitter, the texts from friends, the news - these were my windows to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/6458047376288432824/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/g20-whats-it-good-for-absolutely.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6458047376288432824'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6458047376288432824'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/g20-whats-it-good-for-absolutely.html' title='G20: What&apos;s it good for? Absolutely nothing.'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3467275656811036115</id><published>2009-09-17T23:11:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-17T23:20:01.795-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='commerce'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='art'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='censorship'/><title type='text'>Art, commerce, fear and the creeping spectre of censorship</title><summary type='text'>Artists make art. Sometimes commissioned, sometimes with the intent to sell, sometimes for ourselves. Censorship abrogates a fundamental right to free expression. When the state censors expression because it does not like what artists create, we see the strangling repression of ideologies in action. Just because you don't find Robert Mapplethorpe's photos, or Andres Serranos' Piss-Christ to your </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3467275656811036115/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/art-commerce-fear-and-creeping-spectre.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3467275656811036115'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3467275656811036115'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/art-commerce-fear-and-creeping-spectre.html' title='Art, commerce, fear and the creeping spectre of censorship'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-5606561077328700620</id><published>2009-09-13T23:17:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-16T20:53:09.675-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Doctor Who'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pop culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='science fiction'/><title type='text'>Tripping the time fantastic: How I learned to love Doctor Who.</title><summary type='text'>(Partial Credit goes to @ItsMikeandIke, for lively conversation, also @ButMadNNW. Most importantly, my two favorite Whovians: @MelindaKitty and @Ree923. Go to twitter: Learn it, live it, love it.)
Disclaimer: I am a rabid New Who fangirl. This is important to know. I will quote, reference and possibly drool over New Who episodes at the drop of a hat. Really. No, REALLY REALLY.
Why? Read on, my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/5606561077328700620/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/tripping-time-fantastic-how-i-learned.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5606561077328700620'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/5606561077328700620'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/tripping-time-fantastic-how-i-learned.html' title='Tripping the time fantastic: How I learned to love Doctor Who.'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4436169214775179845</id><published>2009-09-12T00:28:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-12T00:28:59.475-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Midnight ramblings (stream of consciousness)</title><summary type='text'>Knot in my chest anxious for a million reasons that only matter to me and a million reasons that matter too much to everyone and nothing's getting done frozen importuning in a flashbulb frame everything stays the same too much changing too fast for the heart to keep up unbroken and I'm waiting in the wings of everything never sure always a little out of step can't catch my break there's no room </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4436169214775179845/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/midnight-ramblings-stream-of.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4436169214775179845'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4436169214775179845'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/midnight-ramblings-stream-of.html' title='Midnight ramblings (stream of consciousness)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3157185034545039260</id><published>2009-09-11T23:48:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-11T23:48:30.588-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Summoning Spirits (poem)</title><summary type='text'>We replay and resurrect
Images sparking emotions
We can only hold on to
En masse
On anniversaries
With the prodding of the media
Telling us
What we remember feeling
Only when reminded

Summoning spirits from their rest

Parading with the flags
Marching in lockstep
To a drummer
Beating out
A dirge
Instead of a requiem
Sung
In exultation of the lives lived
The love given
The love received

We raise</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3157185034545039260/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/summoning-spirits-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3157185034545039260'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3157185034545039260'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/summoning-spirits-poem.html' title='Summoning Spirits (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-712058004476234237</id><published>2009-09-07T00:19:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-07T00:19:27.144-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The last gasp of virginity (poem)</title><summary type='text'>Fireflies shimmering in alternating currents
As his mouth taught me to gasp
In octaves of unapologetic pleasure
With my clothes still on
Mostly on, anyway
Desire compensating for
Shyness of inexperience

Awkward limbs tangled in the backseat of my car
His car
The grass in the park

Pushing thin cotton up
Exposing my skin
To the intensity of a gaze
I wasn't prepared for
Naked
Isn't easy

Until the</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/712058004476234237/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/last-gasp-of-virginity-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/712058004476234237'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/712058004476234237'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/last-gasp-of-virginity-poem.html' title='The last gasp of virginity (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-7864623297188026432</id><published>2009-09-06T23:49:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-06T23:49:00.087-04:00</updated><title type='text'>true stories (poem)</title><summary type='text'>Lies of omission lying bitter on a bitten tongue
Not telling lies
Not telling truth
The desperation
of
Imbalance of need
Shifting
Power
In bloody increments
The marks I ask for
To prove
I'm alive
Bitten flesh
Gone purple-yellow
In places
I can mostly conceal
The words
Falling
Away
Like ballistic interference
Shrapnel
Wounding
Where no one can see
Don't want me to love you
This is too fragile
Too </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/7864623297188026432/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/true-stories-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7864623297188026432'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/7864623297188026432'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/true-stories-poem.html' title='true stories (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2288787017888245714</id><published>2009-09-06T23:00:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-06T23:00:31.471-04:00</updated><title type='text'>stunned (poem)</title><summary type='text'>Every day brings news of destruction
Despair
The million ways the human race
Is trying to die
Fighting the tide
of nihilistic disregard
Learning to stand in the way
No matter the cost

Every pose of cynicism wears thin
Rubbing the skin of my soul raw
I want to not care
I want to be immune
The only time failure is a point of pride
Observation demoralizes in extremis
Take a break from the
Bleeding </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2288787017888245714/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/stunned-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2288787017888245714'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2288787017888245714'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/stunned-poem.html' title='stunned (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2464857261470323107</id><published>2009-09-06T11:38:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-06T11:38:43.405-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='insanity'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><title type='text'>Strange Bedfellows, or:How I learned to stop worrying and love the block</title><summary type='text'>It is a truism that politics makes for some strange bedfellows. I've stopped trying. I used to be willing to engage with conscientious, thoughtful, reasonable people of opposing views. Unfortunately, since the forum I'm speaking of is Twitter.com and it's led by the prerogative of those who follow you... Occasionally, the nut jobs spoiling for a fight find me. I've learned how to block </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2464857261470323107/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/strange-bedfellows-orhow-i-learned-to.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2464857261470323107'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2464857261470323107'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/strange-bedfellows-orhow-i-learned-to.html' title='Strange Bedfellows, or:How I learned to stop worrying and love the block'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-6365263421652945656</id><published>2009-09-06T00:14:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-06T00:14:49.219-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Chemistry (poem)</title><summary type='text'>Evocations
Invocations
Prayers whispered and
Left hanging in the air
Unanswered
The scent and sensibility of
Time
Wrapped around our throats
The taste of lime and rum licked off of calloused fingers
Tracing the lines
Bones beneath fragile skin
Freckled like copper confetti thrown on ivory satin
Breath disturbing the hair escaping down my neck
Disturbing my comfortable misery
With a daring glance
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/6365263421652945656/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/chemistry-poem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6365263421652945656'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6365263421652945656'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/chemistry-poem.html' title='Chemistry (poem)'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4210990918639756814</id><published>2009-09-05T22:15:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-05T22:15:23.989-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Health care reform'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='local farmers'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='happiness'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='random acts of kindness'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='humanity'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pain'/><title type='text'>Happiness, pain, health care, buying local and RAK's</title><summary type='text'>I confess: I'm mercurial and high-strung. Yet...I'm mostly happy. With who I am, with what I do, with the mark I'm making on the world, (however small, it's mine, it's authentic and it's not evil,) I'm basically happy. There are a lot of things I want to do, see, be, experience, share. There are people I've yet to meet, love, argue with, learn from, teach. My mundane life consists of a fair </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4210990918639756814/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/happiness-pain-health-care-buying-local.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4210990918639756814'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4210990918639756814'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/happiness-pain-health-care-buying-local.html' title='Happiness, pain, health care, buying local and RAK&apos;s'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-3057504600723878043</id><published>2009-09-03T22:17:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-04T21:47:08.330-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='art'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='artists'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sight'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='experience'/><title type='text'>Seeing with different eyes: How artists experience and translate the world.</title><summary type='text'>This is not a scholarly treatise. This is an opinion and anecdotal evidence. This is not exclusive to visual artists. All of the artists I know, (lots) regardless of media, seem to share the ability to see the world differently.

We're all familiar with the cliche of the tortured artist: the Van Goghs, Rimbauds...etc. I won't belabor the point.
There's some scientific evidence that links </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/3057504600723878043/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/seeing-with-different-eyes-artists.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3057504600723878043'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/3057504600723878043'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/seeing-with-different-eyes-artists.html' title='Seeing with different eyes: How artists experience and translate the world.'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-6506540067936857308</id><published>2009-09-02T18:25:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-02T21:09:24.865-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hair'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='color'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='addiction'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='nostalgia'/><title type='text'>Better Living Thru Chemistry: Hello, my name is Kristen, and I'm a hair-dye-aholic</title><summary type='text'>I'm descended from women who dye their hair. My maternal grandmother: shoe-polish black, my paternal grandmother: maintaining the ginger brilliance. My mom is where it starts to get interesting. On her side, we grey in our early 20's. She's been every color from blonde ( Born that way, then bleached in the 60's, baaad idea. Ow. Ow. Ow.) She's been brown, red, black. That was before the color </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/6506540067936857308/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/better-living-thru-chemistry-hello-my.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6506540067936857308'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/6506540067936857308'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/better-living-thru-chemistry-hello-my.html' title='Better Living Thru Chemistry: Hello, my name is Kristen, and I&apos;m a hair-dye-aholic'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2201041399706426292</id><published>2009-09-01T22:36:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-01T22:36:15.353-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Health care reform'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='NHS'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lies'/><title type='text'>Health Care Reform and the Politics of Fear, part deux</title><summary type='text'>I repeat: If anyone has questions about Health Care and why a Public Option (weak)/NHS or hybrid Model, (i.e., France,) is better...Let me know. I worked in Health Insurance, specifically a Medicaid/Medicare/SCHIP HMO for 8+ yrs. I know what I'm talking about. I had a license to sell insurance, which is way more complicated than you think and I passed the test on the first try. I'm not stupid. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2201041399706426292/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/health-care-reform-and-politics-of-fear.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2201041399706426292'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2201041399706426292'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/09/health-care-reform-and-politics-of-fear.html' title='Health Care Reform and the Politics of Fear, part deux'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-8215519436580165688</id><published>2009-08-31T20:38:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-08-31T20:52:59.581-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pop culture'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='entertainment'/><title type='text'>Monday: Culture, Pop</title><summary type='text'>As the Goddess of Eclectica, I reserve the right to cross genres, mix metaphors and make playlists that confuse the hell out of the listener until they've absorbed the whole. You wanna make somethin' of it? No? I didn't think so. I've got high-low tastes in a stratified, cliqued-up world. Clive Barker sits cheek by jowl with The Bard in my pantheon of literary greats, John Mayer and Eric Clapton </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/8215519436580165688/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/monday-culture-pop.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8215519436580165688'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/8215519436580165688'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/monday-culture-pop.html' title='Monday: Culture, Pop'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-2812426957673510337</id><published>2009-08-30T23:10:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-09-03T19:05:30.489-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Health care reform'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Politics'/><title type='text'>Health Care reform and the politics of fear</title><summary type='text'>I spent more than 8 years working in the Health Insurance industry. Ask me anything, I'll tell you the truth. 1997, the year when privatized Medicaid came into vogue. States were hemmoraghing red ink from their budgets. HMO's seemed like a reasonable alternative. It worked for the general public, after all. When I started working for Company X, I was young, broke, stupid and the head of a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/2812426957673510337/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/health-care-reform-and-politics-of-fear.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2812426957673510337'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/2812426957673510337'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/health-care-reform-and-politics-of-fear.html' title='Health Care reform and the politics of fear'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-1476991102890226973</id><published>2009-08-30T17:12:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-08-30T18:04:19.345-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thoughts'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='perspective'/><title type='text'>Things that matter</title><summary type='text'>In the scheme of things, most of daily life has no consequence. A lot  comes down to, "My problems are more important than yours because they're mine." It's perspective. Relative to someone who's homeless, I'm pretty comfortable. I accept being mostly broke because I can't stomach corporate whoredom.  That said, what we do and say matters. We can live in an attitude of bitterness and vitriol or </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/1476991102890226973/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/things-that-matter.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/1476991102890226973'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/1476991102890226973'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/things-that-matter.html' title='Things that matter'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8973746450190426731.post-4897603409980447442</id><published>2009-08-30T14:25:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2009-08-30T14:27:37.551-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Testing, testing...mic check 1,2...1,2 check, check?</title><summary type='text'>I'm trying to have a blog that's searchable without having to be logged into, or a member of any particular site. Content must be available to have any value at all.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/feeds/4897603409980447442/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/testing-testingmic-check-1212-check.html#comment-form' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4897603409980447442'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8973746450190426731/posts/default/4897603409980447442'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://carnivaloftherandom.blogspot.com/2009/08/testing-testingmic-check-1212-check.html' title='Testing, testing...mic check 1,2...1,2 check, check?'/><author><name>Kristen</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03961318431610601783</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2hzmP2lp8bI/Spq9J_eVR8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/cSESY4cZbO8/S220/tiffanyglassbuttermoth.jpg'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry></feed>
